get use 2 a relationship or u really in love?

av1 has their experience in thier love life..
some of them have the happy side..
some of them has a sad n tough love life...
but 1ce it came to an end..owys i wonder..
atually they r really sad or they actually have been sued 2 the relationship or the 1 they have been 4 long n they can let go easily?
honestly..
even i myself i cant make sure of it...
i duno how 2 differentiate love or get used to....
owys i have frens who break u..then they mend back..
break n mend break n mend...
1ce i did reaaly ask her....
actually u still love that fela so much??
she can tell me..
i duno..but im used 2 him..
gosh....
isit so hard 2 differentiate it?
now i knw it well..
realy nt easy 2 knw...
wa i knw is..
when u love PER..
no matter how sad how angry u r..
u will forgive that per easily..
but wen u r just used to that fela..
i guess...
u will get mad...
wen he / she did smt that annoyed u...
get weird wen suden nid 2 kiss or hug him/her...
feel strange with him/ her....
cant even feel the happiness that u felt b4....
wat u r feeling that time will b just....
i cant leave without him/ her..thats it....
love life is complicated.
i knew it 4m the 1st relationship..n till now....
still i cant omake it clear...
smt i just hope i wont b in a relationship..
but too bad..god just send this person 2 me n ask me 2 llove this fela so so much....
how 2 get rid of this?
no way..
is a job 4m the heaven....
haiz!!!!!!!