xian ar

having my 2nd last paper in the afternoon...

waking up in the morning is just so torturing...

how i wish i can sleep until the time i want...

w/o the disturbance of alarm...

my housemates all are sleeping soundly...

except me who is here reading the notes of testes and ovary...

blame myself for being lazy and playful...

wasting all the time sleeping and Fb-ing...

alot things happened recently...

some do affect my mood drastically..

some, i just take it as ntg...

hope everything will go smooth...

i dun wish to have so much of prob...

especially in frenship which i treasure very much...

i dream alot nowadays..

especially after i discuss about the migration to uk to stay with my sister with my dad..

but everything has to be firm after my 1st degree here..

im planning to walk a way that is out of my mind..

leaving all my frens and family behind here..

going out thr alone..

will i regret i wonder?

i guess i will stick to my favorite brand slogan- just do it..

hahahaha....

maybe im just that feelingless...

as what my best fren say---

U CAN JUST LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND AND DO WHAT U LIKE...

i wish what she said is true..

then i need not to think much in everything i do.

think of this fella's feeling..

that fella's feeling...

y?

y must i think of ur feeling when u dun even bother mine?

im soft-hearted i admit...

but i guess..

fibrosis has form firmly in my heart that i feel..

i dun12 give U any chance to hurt me anymore...

mind U?

get out of my life n stop asking me to obey ur order...

duh......geram!

wah...

blog- gas tong....

feel better after bla-ing..

im going back to testes n ovary...

wonder why this ppl got so many disease...