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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

final

in a relationship?
end again...
then mend again...
haiyo...
so headache....
but still fun to be with U la....
just love 2 b with u~~
hehe...
bought at paul smith shirt...
at rm300 above.*dun12 tell actual price..later mydad knw*haha..
dun reli liek the cutting...
but still ok lo..cz it suit my taste...
saw the paul smith shoe in green...
gosh....im in love with it so so much....
wanted 2 get it but cost me ard 1000rm...
i can buy 3 pairs of nike with it...
which 2 buy????
hahaha...
having final now...
so headache....
organic paper was ok...
but still gt a few of blanks...
sobz..........
hopfully cn score la....
but haiz~~~
haha.dun12 have so high hope.....
y i have 2 repeat wat i have studied in f6 huh??????/
sienz...
lucky have tiff's notes....
if not..i die hard hard...
ahahaha...
soon going 2 have holiday....
yeah yeah..but im going 2 work this time s i dun12 get boreed at hom by facing my laptop only...
gonna go work at my cou sis's company...
pay is nt high la..but just wana get rid of my boredom....
aiyoyo.....have 2 back 2 study adi..
if nt reli faill........
then cant get my laptop adi....
aiming 4 hp!!heheeh~~ask 4 sony but seems that the electrnic stuff inside r fragile...
s sony is nt pro in pc n laptop...
toshiba like batu..
so...still get hp btr....
heheh


ciao~~

Monday, February 11, 2008

happy cny

yoh~~
cny passed so fast..
did get alot of red paxkets...
but the value in it still i duno cz owys i will wait till the last day of cny...
this yr cny is kinda fun..
cz i did spend alot of time with my family n oso my frens...
i owys bliv a yr will b btr than another yr~~
yes..indeed it happened...
was being crazy with all my frens this yr...
ofcz anson will owys wit me my so call GAY partner...
a fren who i knew for long..but not knowing each other for long..but still v r close..wat a crazy desciption....haha...zyrence...
n elly who owys will kiss my cheek~
n nt 4get tiff who owys stand by myide no mater wat hapen..
hmm..
not forgettable tha 1st day of cny..
went out with anson n zyrence...
omg.
1st time i felt the city of malaysia bcame a dead city..
no cafe is operating...
but only le classic...
went thr..
ntg special..
damn damn bored..
so zyrence decided 2 go n play pool...
n ended up we went anson house 4 alcohol..
gosh..
i wasny a good drinker..
n i was drunk...
my face n my palm were red...
n i was damn blur...
that was the time anson force me 2 do smt i dun 1 2..
hahaha....
secret among a few of us...
hopefully anson has deleted the video...
some 1 who is special 2 me was nt with me during cny..
miss U so so much...
eventou U r far from me..
but still U r owys in me..
ngiek ngiek..
sm 1 in our gang wasnt in a good condition..
sad 2 hear abt that..
cz i was in the same condition last yr...
i knw how she felt..
thats y i din giv any harsh advise..
1st time i was beign so tame..
but she was so lucky 2 hav frens ard her 2 suport her no mater how..
i rmr i was alone that time...
only anson is thr 4 me...
hopfully she can go tru this harsh time...
eventhough me n her nt very close..
but s a fren...
i do feel the heartache wen she was reli down...
hahaha...
tiff was abck in kl...
came 2 my house 4 makan..
hahaha...
still the gang love her the most...
hahaha....
lame lame post i have..
anyway..
wish av1 around me..
happy cny..
pocket full of money..
things that supose 2 b forget shud b forget..
thing shud b apreciate shud b apreciate..
try ur best 2 get wat u 1..
thats the only way 2 b succes...
hehehe...

Sunday, February 3, 2008

life cycle

read an story recently...the tittle is " dun angry with the 1 u love for long"..read it..i felt its really meaning full though its ntg related 2 me..i mean the story line...but still i feel av1 shud read this s the way 2 make the relationship among fren, family n the 1 u love btr...i guess alot of ppl will get mad or angry with the 1 they love often...example....t3..hahaha...and ofcz its hard for us 2 say sorry to the 1 who v close 2...*i knw u r reading n plz dun deny*...hhahaha....actually a sorry mean alot..if u dun say it wen st hapen, it may lead 2 st that will make u regret for life..recently, i argued with sm1 important 2 me...got very mad bcz of that person's sms..din wana listen 2 the explaination n i gave a full stop...this war continue abt 3days and at last i gt this mail 4m myfren....after i read it...i felt touched by it..and end up i gave that person another chance....n now, still v happily sms n chat online...cz this person nt in malaysia~~so wenu r angry with smbody...plz stay cool and think...wat is the mistake have been done by him or her?is it so serious that u cant forgive him o her?think wat if u lose them in a second?think wat if u cant see them anymore wen u choose 2 forgive them?wen u need them the most they r nt ard u anymore?GIVE more n the lord will pay u more...dun ask for more if u r nt wiling 2 give...just argue with my little sis..cz she want me 2 send her 2 the saloon...but i refused cz she told me she went last week....n actually she lied 2 me n the family abt it...n the fact is,she went out 2 have a drink with the frens...sometimes, i feel kinda unfair for her s well...being the eldest, owys parents will think v r old enuf 2 think n 2 b independent, n we r owys given the chance 2 hang out til late nite w/o being ctrl..but to the youngest 1..eventhough they r 18 or 19, still our parents will think that they r still very young n they r nt alow 2 do this n that...think carefully, they r adult s well..they shud have learn they way 2 b independent...and i just told mysis..do whatever u want,but plz dun bring us prob that lead 2 the law...(go 2 police station)u r old enuf 2 think n v r giving u the freedom...she was so happy...till i say " u btr nt 2 mix with this or that per..."the she answer me.." jie, a fren good or not is nt s wat u have listen, is up 2 me 2 decide s she has gone tru alot of things with me"duh..i was stunt.....mylittle sis really grown up...n i have 2 admit that im old..sobx...yes....i do admit...v cant judge a person just by the cover..im owys telling this 2 others but im nt doing that...well..life really change...dun stick 2 the thinking which is so oldy...give the younger generation 2 have their own freedom..dun owys tie them up...love the 1 who love u...especially family....yes...i admit i seldon=m b at hom s i have 2 study..but inmyhaert i love them very much...